Life moves pretty fast. If you don't stop and look around once in a while,
you could miss it
I had never seen someone so in love with life like her. She had been through hell, she had kissed death and sorrow on the lips, and she had already surrendered to herself. She had been sick and tired of fighting a losing battle. She was trying, with all her heart, to be happy about the simple fact that she was alive and that she could, after so much time, feel that way. And finally, she was winning.
There are stars you haven't seen and loves you haven't loved, there's light you haven't felt and sunrises yet to down. There are dreams you haven't dreamt, and days you haven't lived, and nights you won't forget, and flowers yet to grow, and there is more to you that you have yet to know.
When something bad happens, you have three choices:
you can either let it define you, let it destroy you or you can let it strengthen you __________________________________________________________________________
Things didn't work out because, well, greater things were in the works. It's so difficult while we're blind and hurting and don't know which way is up. But, if you have faith in anything, have faith in the fact that the universe has a beautiful way of straightening things out far better than we ever could. You may not see it today or tomorrow, but you will look back in a few years and be absolutely perplexed and awed by how every little thing added up brought you somewhere wonderful- or where you always wanted to be. You will be grateful that things didn't work out the way you once wanted them to.
I realize now that I have to let you go. And no I don't mean until we speak again or share a laugh, I mean for good. There were days where I felt the happiest a person could ever feel, but there were other days where it hurt so bad that I could feel the pain in my chest. You've shown me a part of life that I've never seen, and I wouldn't take it back for the world. You've shown me a love that I've never experienced, and although it almost destroyed me, it wasthe most beautiful tragedy. I love you more than words can describe, but you can't give me what I need, and you can't be what you need for your own well-being. Maybe one day, in the future, we'll cross paths and you'll be better and I'll be better and we can fall back into what once was, but right now,I have to let you go,and it will bethe hardest thingIwill ever have to do.