I realize now that I have to let you go. And no I don't mean until we speak again or share a laugh, I mean for good. There were days where I felt the happiest a person could ever feel, but there were other days where it hurt so bad that I could feel the pain in my chest. You've shown me a part of life that I've never seen, and I wouldn't take it back for the world. You've shown me a love that I've never experienced, and although it almost destroyed me, it wasthe most beautiful tragedy. I love you more than words can describe, but you can't give me what I need, and you can't be what you need for your own well-being. Maybe one day, in the future, we'll cross paths and you'll be better and I'll be better and we can fall back into what once was, but right now,I have to let you go,and it will bethe hardest thingIwill ever have to do.